Dear Father of my child,
JUST KIDDING....anyway I have noticed a pattern with my depression every time he leaves I feel kind of sad... but that's because i always regret not saying something or doing something because are time together sometimes is short but when it's long we just sit on the couch and watch tv and i feel like we could be doing more than that. I really wanna stay with him for a long time but it doesn't seem like he feels the same way even though he says he does. Something has been very different lately i feel like we're just friends. and i don't like it :/ i wish he would show me he cared about me some how but i don't want him to fake it.
day one without soda- sweet Jesus i want a sprite right now!!!!!!!! i need to join a gym right now but i don't know if my parents really should pay for it because we're running out of money. i feel really selfish and i just want to run away sometimes so they wont have to pay for my meals and my selfish needs. ugh what else what else what else.. oh this is dumb but (dumb butt) I wish i was prettier then the girls guys stare at in magazines. AND
I WANT IT TO BE WARM ALREADY,
bye.
Wishes:
-wish i never watched that scary movie
-i didn't have cuts on my nose
-wish i had a best friend thats a girl
-wish the regular show was on
-wish i had a pet lizard
-wish i had a promise ring (only sometimes i wish this don't worry tom i don't wanna scare/marry you now)
-wish i could fly
-i wish i could sing
-wish i was funny and entertaining (i am the most boring person in the world)
-someday i want a song written about my that's a positive one of course
-i wish i had roses in my bedroom
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